My private journal

I am a 21 year old pot loving yogi. I like to write because I like to be able to express myself. I am not a professional writer I just write what's on my mind. My stories are going to be about my not so private life and the things I endure.

Depression
2 years ago
To me , depression is this stupid made up word that people came up with and just decided that it should mean sadness. I am pretty convinced that I have been depressed my whole life up until now. I did the whole suicide thing , tried to kill myself 3 times. Its so weird when I think back on how sad I was and I still can't believe I tried to commit suicide. It makes me sad to think that I tried to kill myself. I recently became very spiritual , I tried to go to church and do the whole bible study ...